Lists all of the journal entries for the day.
I didn't sleep a wink last night. I think I might have got to sleep around 3-3:30 but I kept waking up. I ended up with like 2-3 hours sleep when the alarm went off. It was not fun. Then i fell back alseep only to wake up with the FedEX guy banging at the door. I'm glad I answered it or caryn would have smacked me. Her Mac came. Its not too bad, but I can't run MidnightBSD on it. Just get a blank screen which sucks.
8:21 PM - Ila
A week or so back, my grandmother fell taking the dog out to shit. They put a cast on her and told her that if it didn't look good they'd do surgery. Well it doesn't look good. She has surgery tomorrow. That in and of itself isn't good. The dog "apparantly" had a serious health concern and my aunt decided to "put it to sleep". These things happen except that I'm skeptical. I think they killed the dog as vengence for ila's injury. They justified it with some crap about the dog's health. We've known the dog is sick for a long time. I don't see why else they'd use this opportunity to put it down. While I spent time with that dog when it was a pup, I haven't been overly attached to it. I was closer to her sister. I guess I'm pissed they didn't admit they killed the dog because Ila got hurt instead of this bullshit about its health.
Also, the news of this surgery was a little bit of a surprise. My father left a vm on my cell. I was having an OK day before this too. I haven't exactly been happy lately and this was the first upshot. MBSD was going well aside from one bitch mail.
So I am not surpirsed my grandmother wants to be at home. My aunt apparently likes to put things to sleep once they get old and have health concerns. Sure, people and dogs aren't the same thing. I get that. I just think its incredibly lame. Lame doesn't describe it actually.
My father is taking her to the hospital tomorrow. Most people would think wow that's nice. Nah.. I can't think so highly. See he just got a car out of her (she paid for it) and I bet he's either 1. feeling guilty or 2. Realized he needs gas money. I remember when I thought highly of my father. WTF happened..
My family pisses me off.
