2:41 PM - Monday's Nearly Gone
Well, today's not been that bad. It's went by quick. There's still issues of trust I contend with here, but I still have strong faith that I won't be in this office much longer. I'm not worried. I don't feel that negativity gnawing at me any more. I can't explain it because the 'old me' would be nervous and worried at work and sullen at home. I'm neither. Just calm and collected. I'm so glad it's this way.
I'm going to be getting a couple of pumpkins for my porch today or tomorrow. I have a small 'fall ensemble' going. I got to see my brother and niece yesterday. My sister in law once again was a no-show. I decided to just let well enough alone. As long as I see my brother and my niece and nephew, I am fine. I've not did a thing to her, so if she comes around- she does.
I feel the same way about my inlaws. They claim to be Christians yet she can lie outright to her son and make no effort at all to stay in touch. I hate it for my husband as I know it hurts him. I've decided I will invest time in those who reciprocate it. Don't let the rest bother me and move forward. Life's too short to beg for someone's time. So I'm not going to any more. I'm not mad at all; just facing facts.
Life's good otherwise. The weather is cooling down finally and I love it. Highs in the 70's and lows near 50. It's great. This weekend we have our annual Apple Festival. Our town grows by 5 fold for a weekend and we have food, music, crafts, etc. It'll be crowded but fun. You always ee someone you know there...never fails. But that is what's great about living in a small town.
Well, I'm gonna go for now. Just checking in. I'm so thankful that things are looking differently to me now. I think I'll get more accomplished if I keep a positive attitude. Well, here's to staying positive. Talk to you later!
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