3:13 AM - Feeling Rough
Hello..
It's 3am. I'm running a low-grade fever. My upper right side of my abdomen is sore and I'm nauseous. I'm not pregnant according to EPT. I'm tired and feel poorly. I've been really emotional lately and tired. This has been going on for nearly a week and I'm concerned now that I know I'm not pregnant. I wouldn't feel alarm if I was....
It's not been extreme pain nor fever, just enough to be cumbersome. I'm so sleepy. I have to get up for work in 2.5 hrs and I can't go back to sleep. I have an appointment today so I have to be there for it. My face is on fire...or it seems that way to me. I don't feel that hot to the touch. I'm trying to ride this out through the end of the week. I'll be on vacation then and I wouldn't have to miss any work time. But it's not any fun. I know that much....
Maybe it's just stress... See, yesterday was my Dad's 59th birthday. He'll have been dead 3 yrs on 09/04. Birthdays and holidays are still hard for me when it comes to him. Although this year was bittersweet as my niece turned one yesterday. She had a nice little party and had a good time. I've also been dealing w/friendship stress of a former friend I've recently terminated the relationship with. I don't feel bad about it...as a matter of fact I feel relief from it. But we all know how internalizing things can manifest themselves into our physical being...don't we?
I hope to get to the bottom of this soon. It would explain a lot hopefully. We shall see. I'm hoping it is as simple as some 'bug' going around. Well, a girl can dream, can't she? There's just so much going on in my body and head and I honestly don't wish to contend with any of it. I know..that's not healthy. Normally, I would want to 'nip it'. But right now I don't have the energy to do so. I'm going to try to go back to sleep for a bit. I hope for resolution soon. Thank you for listening.
Love,
Me