1:46 PM - It's Been A Hard Time
Well, so much has happened. I've started having major problems with anxiety and depression and just flat out overwhelment w/the job. I had to seek a dr. and I'm doing better. Things are fixing to change at work. I'm leaving the office I'm in. Not by choice, but not due to trouble either. I'm not sure when it will take place, but it will be soon. I'm down to my last trip to Nashville for a while. I'm glad of that. My labs from my dr. visit are good. Today is my brother's 32nd birthday. Tomorrow is Mother's Day and Monday I leave again. So, yeah- I'm a little tense. There are days life at home is really good for the most. Today I feel like I'm not physically in this house alone, but I may as well be. It's trying, but to keep peace I don't say a word about it. I've had to get defensive enough this week as it is and honestly, I'm tired of it. I'm happy that the whole work experience is over though. My boss has 'had my back' the whole time. She's great. I recently had a couple of people who thought spreading some rumors would be a good idea. Not just regular ones that you can ignore, but the kind that can get you fired. So, I dealt with that. Not fun. But it's odd how things work. I'm starting to get a feel for work. I've been asked to take a better office but w/a longer drive. But I've also been asked about another position w/in the same office w/out the same secretary that would be w/out the drive. That one's not definite though. But the job sounds so interesting. I like what I currently do a lot, but I'm going to see how I do with the drive first. I'll leave this one to God. He'll show me where I need to go. Life's been hectice lately. But hopefully after this month, things will die down. That's my plan anyhow. I'm going to try to vacate next month or July one. My spouse probably won't be able to do so with me as his work is in high demand during summer, but I need this time off bad. We'll take time off together in the Fall. I already have 2 wks of vacation built up. By fall, I'll have another week. So, we'll see what happens. I'm wanting to paint indoors this summer. I imagine I will. Just gotta find time for it. But as usual, life's been a rollercoaster lately but I feel like I'm in better control of things. Well, I gotta go do some laundry and all so I'll be back. Thanks for listening and have a good rest of the weekend!