9:20 AM - Why?
I write to you from work and I wonder why it is that people with little to no authority like to push their opinions upon you as if they have authority over you. I don't get it. I don't know why I even let it bother me. It doesn't like it used to. I pray that God keeps one hand on my shoulder to guide me and the other over my mouth when I feel like something unladylike may come forth. So far, so good. I am feeling better than yesterday. I had this huge feeling of being overwhelmed. I went and spoke with my supervisor and she had such great ideas to help me and she showed me why I felt the way I did. Basically, between going 320 miles away every 3 wks for training I missed a whole week. It would take nearly 2 wks to catch up what I missed (not including new work that came while I was back) and then it would be time to go again. I've been doing this since early February. I have to do this once more time in a couple of weeks. She and one of my coworkers showed me some tips to help me get a better grip on what I'm doing. See, it's kinda my schedule and it's really flexible. I like that a lot but it takes getting used to coming from a dept. that has uber structure. But I digress. I just want to do a good job and stay on top of it. I don't want my clients feeling neglected. I'll get the hang of it I imagine. But it sure was nice to be reassured that I won't be fired meanwhile (had that happen w/last supervisor) and that everyone's there for support and help. But I just have to take it one day at a time. That's all I can do... Well, as always, thanks for listening. I appreciate it. Gotta run.
Love,
Me