8:14 AM - It's Only Wednesday
Hello....It's only Wednesday. It's been a long week and I'm fighting off either allergies or cold. I sound like Phyllis Diller when I talk because of it. I'm tired and I just feel like everything in my environment is going to get on my nerves a little. You know how ya do when ya feel bad, it's not that life's really that bad or anything. It's just you feel crappy and you don't have as much patience with stuff. I would love nothing more than to go back to bed, but that doesn't pay the bills, now does it? I wish I'd married a man that earned more than I did at times like these, but I did not. I really like working for the most- I just feel bad today. I have so much to do at work and at home and I don't have the energy to devote to neither right now. My Mother doesn't seem to get that. It's like she totally has forgotten what it was like when she was working. Now that she doesn't work anymore, she thinks I should be visiting or doing something most every evening and the truth is this: I work with people all day long. The last thing I want is more people contact on most days. I want quiet and well, the housework doesn't do itself. My husband helps, but it takes 2 of us to do it. By the time you do that, get supper, shower and rest. It's time to go to bed. I have to go to Nashville next week. The training I'm sure will be good, but the trip is a 4.5 hr drive one way and I hate it. I have 2 more trips after this and then I won't have to go anywhere for a while. Or so I think.... I like what I do most of the time. I like helping people. It has it's days too, but for the most-it's a great job. I just long for some time off. It'll be June probably before I could even consider that though. That's another 3 months away. I'm gonna go for now. I'm feeling a tad puny but I'll live. If I can just get through the day I'll be ok I think. I've got so much to do still, but I'll take it one task, one day at a time. That's all I can do. Well, I've vented enough today. Thanks for listening. I must go now...duty calls (not that I really wanna answer). Thanks!
Love,
Me